th lil girl ; priscilla`yining

2008-07-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

2008-07-15T19:02:00.001+08:00

2008-07-14T14:26:00.003+08:00

i miss the sight of you
i miss the huggs from you
i miss the love showered from you
i miss the "I LOVE YOU" you been saying it (:

2008-07-13T18:02:00.002+08:00

when PS yesterday.
waited for steph to come and get our contact len
and then for our dinner luhhs
had delifrance again at taka
as im craving for the soup and only can have soup ><
hehehes
soon got to go luhh
he rushing off for concert ):
around 2 plus , klwx tabao mac up to my house (:
thanks alot baby!:D
after which we left and went town park walk walk luhh
and off back home change and take my stuff
and took 88 all the way to pasir ris ,laugh
slept all the way
reached pasir ris , went over to his grandparent hse
then to ps , watched hancock
nice movie luckily didnt fall aslp
HAHAHAS
after that was thinking where to go
and just nice bryan msg (:
when to kfc find them
*thanks for the milo ya (:
and off back home
and he got to go back boyshome already ):
today just stay at home at rot ,doing nothing
ltr gonna go and fetch klwx back boyshome (:

2008-07-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

seriously wasnt feeling better AT ALL!
drag myself all the way to sch there to meet nic jane and maple
and cab down to ngee ann poly
got lost -.-
nic is super! hahahhas (:
klwx came and fetch me from sch
and then head to amk to pack some sushi for bro
then bus-ed to tpy to eat then head home(:
im having bad headache and couldnt breath easily
wth ):

2008-07-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

didnt go to school today as i have MC
ha!
but wasnt feeling well thogh
the pain and flu is killing me !
and i feeling giddy and all like wth lahhs
i cried!):
i miss you DAMN LOTS now
i wish you will take care of me and hug me tightly
but i know is impossible lahhs
tomorrow is friday already
but i guess i wont want you come fetch me luhhs
soi will go home myself
now stay at home and rot only
got the feeling of dying already
WTF

2008-07-09T18:20:00.001+08:00

i got the feeling of her liking you
i got the feeling she fall for you
i got the feeling that your two should be together

had a arguement again
like what the hell
was waiting for my turn for oral
i cried ,
my tears just cant stop flowing
everyone was like asking why my eyes so red
i just said my eyes swallon
hmmms
true , you and her are more like couple then me and you .
maybe just like what she says
i find you irritating and want freedom .
did you even think of me?
haiiishh
maybe true ya .
you smoke i know but i kept quiet
what am i suppose to say ?
in the end you scold me because of what she says.
i know , im bad and whatsoever
but please get the fact right luhhs
i found out myself you smoke already very heart pain lerh
and then you add on .....

i already try my best to give you what you want
you want smoke and drink that day i let you already
and now ,
even i know i didnt say a thing
but you come find fault with me
haiishh
i know , is my fault luhhs
i rather give up on this relationship then get scolded from you
from the start ,
whats in my heart i eventually will tell you automatically
just that you dont notice bahhs
although i keep saying dont want
but in the end i did
why you say till i will only tell stranger?
maybe the opposite way bahhs?
it seems like you telling her more things then i tell her
and i wont tell other people about my things derh norhhs
haiishh
from now on , you do what you like
what you want me do i just do for you
i take one step count one step already
i give up
you can find a better gf but just to tell you
what i do ,
everything are for you !
):

2008-07-08T06:57:00.001+08:00

i starting to get influence by kennethleow to love bike MORE
wth!
><
i dont want i want my porche sehs :X

2008-07-07T12:26:00.002+08:00

went over to serangoon to tidy up the house ,
as it gonna rent to three prostitute
wth!
they make the room like wtf sia
damn tiring luhhs
went home at around 1 plus 2
straight went to bed and early in the morning that fcuking construction woke me up
-.-
had mac breakfast :D
and here i am typing
diao

2008-07-05T21:15:00.005+08:00

had big breakfast early in the morning at amk!
hahhas
met steph and head to ZOOO!!! (:
shall no elaborate luhh
photo do the talking ,
but some still with klwx
so got to wait ^^

after that head to PS couple lab
wanted to eat food court
but in the end ,
we had SAKAE SUSHI!:D
hahahas
as he's craving for it .
had our dinner already ,
head home

her boy ; her lover (:

reflection

2008-07-04T21:15:00.001+08:00

youth day today
did nth much ,
had dance things and some skipping thingy
tiring day luhhs
after school ,
rushed to meet stephanie as she ALREADY waiting for me at braddell mrt station
so i asked my bro to help me bring back my stuffs :D
met her , train down to bugis
got my stuffs already and train to jurong east meet that KENNETHLEOW!
i miss him tons ya (:
and we head to yishun for our moviiieee ^^ THE STRANGERS .
i doesnt like the last part at all -.-
after that pei steph wait bus and we train home (:

2008-07-01T00:27:00.002+08:00

boring ,
what a day to passs
couldnt get to msg longer and i was damn tired ):
hurhur
i already planning for my birthday .wth right
but i got to start saving money now
thats why .tsktsk

2008-06-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

every night is a interesting night
different shows is up ! :D
i experience alot stupid stupid stuffs luhhs
and did nothing in the day light except for sleeping
thats it .
heehees
had ice cream mid night too (:
hardly we can have it
because singapore shop close damn early :X
thats why
nothing special though

2008-06-16T09:49:00.001+08:00

i reached malaysia already
not that bad luhhs
ate my favourite kuey teow ting this morning (:
hahahhas
^^

2008-06-12T14:47:00.002+08:00

okkies ,
my dad call POSB bank as a post office .
i dotn know why
hahah
i was blur in the afternoon when i wake up
he told me to go to post office to post cheque
i was like huh?!
post office post cheque?
diao
my mum says he want to send back to home then transfer to the bank!
LOL
was laughing like mad luhhs
(:

2008-06-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

its a great day staying at home with only mum at me!:D
hahahs
mum was trying to ask me to teach her thai and jap
we two was joking around with the pronunciation
she was laughing like hell
LOL
i like and enjoy this kind of days ,
without father and brother kpkb ,
no shouting and screaming
wwwwwooooowwwwww
nice day ever (:
i love this kind of day and will like to stay at home ^^
mum ask me to go learn korean -.-
worse thing ever , cause i dont want
nevermind
if she really want me to learn , i learn from KENNETHLEOW!
hahahahas
okkies , great day today
hope tomorrow will be the same
because father gonna be at home
as he not meeting his friends for this few weeks
wth .

2008-06-10T14:25:00.002+08:00

at night ,
was chatting on msn
saw a contact she doesnt know
so started with "who are you?"
and the conversation just carried on till she going out
"msg me , im going out"
and here it goes ,
msg and msg and msg
soon ! they meet up ,
in a weird way ><
and then he ask for stead
everything turn out just like predicted.
the first day in camp ,
she think through about it
and then , her friend made a call without her notice
soon she know , they are together!
26 january 2007 12 am
indeep ,
like ppl say when you are in love for the first few weeks
it will be sweet VERY SWEET
till 9 april ,
nightmare comes):
last day she seeing him
dont know when she then can get to see him again
she got no choice but to carry on with her life
till the day......
she receive a msg say he's out
she become damn hyper!
but still , they didnt .
its all predicted actually , no one to blame
till now she accept the fact that it meant this way
its sure do them good , maybe .

2008-06-10T11:14:00.002+08:00

was away for few days ,
the trip was bad ? and good?
the first day i was okkies luhhs
but the next day was sucks
i woke up in the middle of night to vomit
and morning vomit again
wth luhhs
i hate the feeling of vomit lahhs ><

i miss you
i miss your hugs and kisses
i miss the sight of you
i miss your scolding
i miss the way you care for me
):

i craving for you now so much T.T

2008-06-04T23:28:00.001+08:00

wasnt feeling well
fever gone up from 37.8 to 39.4 degree
haiishh
damn headache and xin ku lerhh
torturing man ):
i damn miss him now luhhs
sobsob
i also cant do anything
haiishh

2008-06-02T21:37:00.007+08:00

I love him as who he is.. from the very moment I saw him.

I love him cos he makes me fall so deep in love with him.

I love him cos he calls me names that no other would call.

I love him as he likes to make stupid and funny faces in front of me.

I love him cos he wants to bring me back to his house.

I love him cos he cares for me.

I love him the way he kiss my forehead.

I love the way he adore and pamper me like nobody else.
I love him as who he is.

I love his good and bad..

his everything..

2008-06-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.

I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl

2008-05-28T12:26:00.002+08:00

i dont derserve what you are giving me (:

2008-05-25T20:47:00.007+08:00

some photos of what i craving!!!
(:

suzuki GSX 1300 R hayabusa

honda STX1300 pan european ABS

kawasaki ZX-10R

Koenigsegg CCXR

Porsche Design Edition 1 Cayman S

Porsche Carrera GT

Ferrari California

Maserati GranTurismo S

nice right?
those bike is what my brother show me lahhs
he ask me to help him find a nice bike so that he can buy
woohooo
the sports car damn chio hor?!!?!?!!
KENNETHLEOWWEIXIANG i want either one of it lahhhs!
BUY FOR ME LEHHHSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

2008-05-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

okkies , got a small conflict .
but no fight or quarreling -.-
i hate myself luhhs for all those nonsenses
i shouldnt make you unhappy or torture you whatever
i dont know why i know you will feel pain but still want to bite you ):
its damn suffering to be sad and saying you and asking you to leave luhhs
i really hate myself damn much now wth.
arrgghhhhh
but still , i love you lots kkies(:
thanks for standing all those rubbish i ....you know you know? =p
lahlahlah

2008-05-18T15:47:00.003+08:00

28APRIL2007
you watch them fall in love you watch them fall out of love you hear them cry and they don't know how it tears you up inside you watch them flirt you hear them laugh and you wonder if this phase'll last

you make me love you so much sometimes
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to feel
or what to say
and i hate it when i feel this way.
i'm lost baby,i'm so tired and so lost
i'm missing you, but i'm pretty alone

i love you,i love you more than you can ever imagine and i always willi do stuff sometimes,all in the name of venting or destressing,stuff that might hurt you and make you think that you don't matter at all to mestuff that might make you feel this relationship doesn't mean anything but it's not true,really it's not.leave,if you'll be happier but still,i'll keep on loving you

"i love you" i said my heart ached, my chest heaved everything inside felt so painful i felt,i could literally, feel my heart tear itself.over and over again with each move i made or even each word i managed to say,it seemed my heart gave a deeper ripOh God, it was so painfuli felt those familiar warm tears prick the corner of my eye and slide down my cheek,onto my pillow i placed my hand over my heart.stabbing my heart with a knife and twisting it would be so much less painful than this i cannot describe such pain to you it is more than the tearing of paper,oh it is far more it is like, in a small way,the ripping of cloth Difficult, as the threads hold on to each other and more painful with each hard tugit is like the tearing of a piece of meat slow,deliberate, painful the pain leaves you choking,suddenly you can't breathe, you don't want to.it's so painful, but yet you have tooh yes, the brutal ripping the dark bruising the horrible deep aching which is felt deep within and not seenThe breaking of my heart

there's a someone i like there's a someone i love there's a someone i think about,and keep dreaming of there's a someone who smiles,and makes bad things go away there's a someone who laughs and makes everything okay there's a someone i want and i do hope he wants me too there's a someone i love and that someone is you there's a someone who's there whenever i'm alone there's a someone who knows i need him without needing to be told there's a someone i missa someone dear to me there's a someone i need and i don't want him to leave there's a someone who's here,right here in my heart there's a someone from whom i never want to be apart

2008-05-18T11:54:00.001+08:00

just a few photo of a SLUT? ><

2008-05-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

today ,
our school having a carnival
quite alot people turn up actually
but is damn boring for some of us

class tag

babyningANDnicolette

. . . .

jane`babyning`nicolette

maple being dunk by jaspes

mrs jaya` sch tchr being dunk

crystal FIGHTING !:D

some war game thingy?

A SLUT!! ><

after carnival ; our BLACK day

everyone busy making themselve prettyy LOL

after carnival ; CANDY EMPIRE! (:
hahahas
all those are bought by KENNETHLEOWWEIXIANG!(:
total 40 plus dollar i think
ha ! IM HAPPPPYYYYY :D

2008-05-16T02:03:00.001+08:00

im sick for dont know how many days
went to see quite afew doctor but no use.
throat swallow , damn pain like wth?
so...
only can have porriadge
TADAH!
i cook myself derhh =P

since im free and nothing to do ,
cam-whore then .hahahas

2008-05-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

ookkkiiiess
im feeling damn giddy and headache now
my back is pain too
i dont know why ,
my illness tend to torture me like hell
but who cares.
waiting for SOMEBODY to take care can already
hahahas
today when to kk hospital ,
waited for fcuking 3 hours?
wth?
haiishh
shag lehhs but no choice got to see
and head home after

2008-05-14T20:03:00.004+08:00

didnt upload pictures for very long already
here are some ^^
it might not look nice lahhs but who cares

2008-05-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

came back from pasar malam ,
mum bought otah!
hahahs
damn tempting ya ,
so i have some too (:
got my phone protect thingy ,
i dont know what is it call
the elastic thingy
abit not match but nevermind luhhs
at protect jiu hao
ha!
cant wait for the time to reach tomorrow morning man
cause i miss you
ha
i damn headache now
because i had my medicine already
but i cant sleep
dont ask me why
i damn fan
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
i now under damn much stress
no like other else did
i going crazy
i might gona kill myself if i really lose control
haiishh
im sad
i think i cant buy my choco by this fri lerh ,
damn sad
why they alway want to spoil what i want to buy?
WHY?!?!??!!!!!
i dont understand
i feel like crying now already

2008-05-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

i feel damn pissed now, sad also .
why ? why must they do this
wth?
you all dont know who the person is then ask before you all do anything
your want check my bag?
CAN!
just tell me ,
i show you all
why must your secretly take it can see?
i also didnt do anything illegal or wrong
is it fair to me like that?
haiishhh
i only have twenty dollar left
i also didnt go out for dont know how long already
how will i spend you all money in a short time and when im at home?
dont know lahhs

2008-05-13T19:28:00.003+08:00

please dont think that im as bad as you think ,
you dont really understand me
EVEN if you say you are my family .
lahlahlah
on the mood going to pasar malam
hhhehehehs
im sick , but i still miss you hell loads

2008-05-13T13:07:00.002+08:00

what a day to start with ,
headache
feel like vomiting and all
went to see doctor
but fcuking need me to wait for hour plus THEN i get to see
aaarrrrggghhhhs
whatever,
had my medicine already .
start to feel giddy and wanting to sleep now

2008-05-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

pictures do the talking ;

2008-05-11T16:18:00.002+08:00

why i always want to ask for much from you?
why ?
is it because i think that you owe me de
as you leave me alone outside for fcuking one year?
maybe thats the reason that lead me to asking too much bahhs
really sucks like hell sia me ,
i starting to hate myself more
idk why also):

2008-05-11T13:23:00.003+08:00

KENNETHLEOWWEIXIANG PROMISE TO BRING ME GO AND BUY LOTS OF LOTS OF LOTS OF CHOCOLATE AT CANDY EMPIRE!
hahahs
i craving for choco now
i gonna save lots of lots of money and go to candy empire
and buy ALOT OF CHOCOLATES!
i dont care
hahahsh

2008-05-11T11:45:00.003+08:00

HA! got my CJ7.
when town and pass by minitoon ,
so walk in to have a look
and being tempt!
so just buy it
hahahs
damn happyy lahhs (:

im gonna hold you tight and walk down the road of our life together
^^

2008-05-09T13:40:00.002+08:00

suddenly receive a call from my dadddy yesterday night.
as a nu er ,
i got to share his burden (:
okkies lahhhs
his things is damn complicated
shall say it this way
H and T was together one year plus ago .
soon , J fall in love with T
but J cant do anything because H is his good brother.
few months back ,
T start to get irritated by the way H treated her
T ask for break
and J go confess to T
and both of them have feeling for each other
H mistook that J snatch T away
and end up ...
LIKE THAT LOHHS!
ah!what should i do ?
is it like what daddy say ,
always the girl at fault and the guy dont have unless someone tell them?
why mus it like that
relationship got to handle it well or else it comes to an end .

oh well ,i cant do anything but to listen and share with him my thoughts
hope i did help him relief abit of stress ya(:
CHEER UP DADDDYY!!(:

what a day to pass
screaming all day long ,lost my phone touch pen
wth !
damn pissed off luhhs
but still , cant do anything
haiishh
what can i do !
sleepless night again yesterday ):

2008-05-09T13:36:00.001+08:00

我真的好想抱你
好想和你就此约定
今生今世无论你到那里
我都愿意永远陪你
虽然前路还漫长
有你陪我一起走
虽然理想太遥远
有你我不觉得孤单
只因为我的真心
只属于你
为你做什么我都甘心
我努力的去珍惜
不管未来有多远
我都在你的身边伴着你
只因为我爱你♥
真想对你说一句 `我爱你一辈子!(:

2008-05-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

arghhs
today i woke up at 8 !
when i suppose to be in school like 7.30?
my exam starts at 8 and i reach school at 8 plus?
wth
i've been thinking alot days ,
i cant take it .
the stress....
damn ! too much luhhs
i miss you damn much but what can i do ?
nothing
sit there and pretend nothing happen
lahlahlah
as usual ,
smile laugh joke like normal
in fact , is not .
YOU!
why make my life so BLACK AND WHITE?
aaarrrgggghhs
lahlahlah
nevermind
when to bugis today ,
boring still .
but i met xiaoying and chris didi luhhs
walk around
ate omelette rice
ha!
damn nice can .
what should i have for tomorrow lunch?
wahahhahahhahs
shall decide tomorrow
bbbbuuuurrrrhhhhhhhhh
i want to be with you every minute every second
but ..
i cant
haiishh
what a day to passss
tata~

2008-05-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

im damn bored !
what a day to pass
im damn tired ,
but i just cant get myself to sleep now
i wonder why
clubbing are not tempting me now ,
drinking are just attracting me
but i got to keep my promise
i adore toturing myself now
but i cant
im just so hopeless now
sleepless night i have for few days is toturing me much
i only could get into my beauty sleep during afternoon
what a good timing
which my mum like to ask me out -.-
vampire i am ,
i suck blood
ESP KENNETHLEOWWEIXIANG'S BLOOD!!!!
wahahahhahahahahs
thats you owe me hor!
and a lunch on sat .
(:
im damn tired now
im restless to do anything
off i go to slack around with mum and cousins ):

2008-05-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

exams are sucks
damn pathetic sia
argghhhss
whatever!
feeling up and down
dont know why but just cant get the feeling right
the misses are too much
i scare i cant hold there too long
><
aaarrggghhhhhs
everyday msg at least make us closer (:

2008-05-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

how should i say about today?
sucks?
i didnt know it will turn out like that
but i expected it
everythings is over . true?
i dont know
i feel so sucks.
i did explain what happen to him
but in the end,
his father still scold me
is it all my fault
is it all my wrong
i got no idea
i didnt nothing sia
just kill me can?
KKIIILLLL MMMEEEE PPPLLLEEEAAASSSSEEE!!!!
arghhs
hope everything can settle down
im stress out ):
i cant take it anymore
i will collapse soon

2008-04-27T15:50:00.003+08:00

life is sucks this few days
i finally said out all those thing i should say
make me feel better.
i take a risk ,
i know i might lose in this bet but no choice
i cant hide it
and i decided to say it out.
im so depress now
die or MIA?
die or MIA?
what should i do?
i cried the whole night but my mind still in a blank
i cant tolerate myself now
i just want to end all the hurts
i hate myself alot now
and i now only can walk one step count one step
haiishh

2008-04-25T20:33:00.004+08:00

today,
school as per normal
boring as like usual bloody hell
being scolded by mrs chow
as most of the students didnt do their homework and attandances are bad!
10 absentees lehhs!
hit the school most absentees class
encourage eh?
hahahs
did my POA revisions,
two chapter okkies!
im proud of myself lahhs(:
woohhooos
after that down to khatib and back home.
im tired like hell lahs
some more mum didnt cook
omg
shall be on diet today
LOL
still thinking should i go clubbing today
as im tired but my friends ask me along
shall see my mood later
off to watch tv (:

2008-04-24T14:25:00.002+08:00

today english paper 1 is..
BAD!
i so so gonna be dead already
was not feeling very well
no appetite also haiish
second paper was okkies
i at least understand what the passage is talking about.
as im not feeling well,
i head home after school and here i am blogginq
im tired
want to go and rest but im hungry too ><
still thinking should i go clubbing tomorrow and sat?
or should i ton tomorrow and sat?
alamaks*roll eyes
shall decide tomorrow

tomorrow finally is friday
i waiting for this day very long
no exam no stress no nothing
wahahas
but still need to mug for my exam
wth?
im stressed up like siao sia
arghhs

2008-04-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

when to amk hq around 3 plus?
take down testimonial
mum says they suspect my aunt's ex husband murdered her
><
lols
cant be actually lahhs
after that head home and rest
at night,
went down mac to have a hot fudge!
cause i craving for it
and my fever is making my body warm like hell
so ice cream can at least make my body not that "hot".
after that i did my math
few question and my head start to pain luhhs
no choice
got to stop using my brain
so sat there and chit chatting with my youngest cousin
suddenly we talk about my aunt's death.
(idontknowwhatmakeustalkaboutit)
really cant imagine how she hang herself when she's tall
how she got the courage to do so
alot of question marks in this case

still ,
i got the image of her with her eyes and mouth wide open
kind of scary ya
but no choice ,life stil got to go on
so...
everyone must treasure your love ones okkies!
when they gone is really gone
cant come back anymore ):

2008-04-23T13:51:00.002+08:00

just came back from my chinese exam.
having high fever now
wth right?
what a good day for me
head spin , cramp...
what-so-ever
oh my oh my
tsktsk
exam gonna be a bad one i think?
got a lots of words i dont know
and i cant think well *toopid fever
shit man
everything is not right today
i got to study lahhs!!!
tomorrow english paper `faint
i cant concentrate now
sick can get people into trouble
haiish
off to tidy my room
tatas

2008-04-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

today is a bad day
had my menses today
why ?
why today?
its sucks can.
as i will be having my o level chinese prelim tomorrow
omfg lahhs
gotta mug for my studys already ):
sad
i think i dont have time for my mid year exam anymore.
got to study and study after june holiday already
now,
relax more just for awhile
have to buck up (:

2008-04-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

it really been hard for girlfriends,
there are many up and down for them to overcome
and exams is nearing
they couldn't afford to get distracted at this point of time.
just hope that they are fine luhhs
anything the girlfriends will be there alright!!!!!:D
must find us okkkiieeessss^^
i love my girlfriends

2008-04-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

today ,
i tried to get up to go for lesson
but i cant
just dont have the motivation to do so
so i told my cousin
i will sleep awhile more than go for school
so she also continus sleeping -.-
hahaaas
left house at around 12 plus?
meet kai and slack around luhhs
and left for serangoon at around 4 plus
kind of busy with aunt's stuff
lawyers , HDB people, minister
alot though , countless
so ya.
just came back not long only
tired day i have.
gotta go
off to study
tomorrow have school to attend!(:
andd andd ` you are missed by me x3

2008-04-20T14:44:00.002+08:00

when to meet my friend andd pass him things
after that ...
when shopping for grocery with mum just now ,
she bought alot things kies.
cant stand her -.-
got to carry so much things back
so fucking heavy lahhs
and waiting for my lunch ,
which is bread only
alamaks
so pathetic right
no choice .

2008-04-20T14:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday after making my ez link ,
when to watch the hottie and the nottiie luhhs
was quite nice yea(:
after that went to toapayoh eat long john
andd head home

finally she get to meet him ,
finally she get to see him ,
but still ,
one week once
how is she going to hold on ?
she really want to kill herself
hahhas
okkies lahhs
happy day ever .
^^

2008-04-19T13:30:00.002+08:00

was busy recently
got to accompany my mum
to settle some of my aunt stuffs
and her own.
she got to run here and there
through and fro
ah
but it okkies
her sister
she got the responsible (:
all my 3 cousins going to stay with us ,permanant?
yea.
my house now more noisy and people!
hahahs
yups yups
going to make my ez link now
buhbye people x3

2008-04-17T14:06:00.003+08:00

went home halfway yesterday .
wasnt feeling well
and my wrist keep hurt ):
badd stuff.
receive kenneth's msg
kinda shock
because it wednesday
how the hell will he be out from boy's home?
but he said he went to make his ic so ya...
today scoll are sucks!
i got a notice saying i absent from school for how long.
wth?!?!?
ah whatever.
what are best friend means?
the longest we knw each other the more we like each other?
how to determine which is your best friend?
they just simply backstabbing each other
and thats call friends?
i got no idea
but seriously when you know your friend being backstab
and yet you cant change her mind of thoughts of that people,
you are equally means nothing.
will friends quarrel often?
and disagree with one another?
i doubt so.
i seen alot true friendship, they last.
but how to make your friendship last?
we got to trust one another right?
not dont like each other attitude.
i admit sometimes i dont trust one of my friend
because what my friend do only bullshitting
my friend only want to compare himself/herself with his/her own friend
why?
if your are best friend , they dont need to be compared!
in that clique they should be equally asn't it?
friends are important
but once you ruin it yourself,
dont blame your friends for ignoring you
because it plays a big part in their life
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!! x3

2008-04-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

HA!
im damn ahppy now
i gotten my phone
wooohooooo
can you imagine all the girls(cousins) that stay in my room..
using the.......
SAME COLOUR,
SAME DESIGN,
SAME MODEL PHONE???!??!?!?!
hahas
except for my brother ,
his using th same phone but different colour *black
hahhas
we all like that phone much much(:
okkies , im damn tired
when serangoon just now to take some important document back
when to the coffee shop downstair there to have dinner
while waiting for uncle tian
after that he drive us back home then
home sweet home ^^

2008-04-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

i have been waiting for my phone for VEEERRRRYYYY LOOONNNNGGG already!
till now ,
uncle tian still havent come back with my phone.
he even drive my mum out!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I WANNNTTT MY PPHHONNNEEEEE!!!!!!!
okkies , i becoming mad soon
cant wait for my phone to arrive
i waited from this morning till now
but yet to reach ><
im tired but yet i cant sleep
i just want to have a look at my new phone first
aaarrrgghhs
my mind are off
brain are not functioning anymore
eyes are half closing already
BUT,
i still want to wait -.-
ha!
off i wait ,
meanwhile talking to eugene a.k.a or bin =.=

2008-04-13T09:28:00.003+08:00

HA first thing in the morning when you can hear your mum's voice is the best thing ever
my mum was oversea for pass few days ,
due to bringing my aunt's ashes back to malaysia
so she wasn't around for few days.
yesterday she even called me ask whether want to buy phone
i was so delighted
because this the first phone she buying for me,
last time i buy myself want okkies!
yea, ltr shall ask her for the phone *kekeks.
i will be going over to aunt's house later
of course im scare
but no choice we have to keep her photo before 12!
ah, abit the rush but nevermind
there's this tranport call 'CAB'.
nobody can imagine how scary is my aunt's house
even the adult are scared!
what the hell with it?
arghhs that thing is ignoring
i cant be bothered with it .... * roll eyes

2008-04-12T17:41:00.002+08:00

recently wasnt in the good mood ,
as my aunt had passed away.
dont ask me the reason it kind of personal
the moment when she passed away ,
everyone felt so sad
the look on my mum 's , grandma's , aunt's face ..
jus one word..unexpressable
she pay a too high price for it
(thats what my grandma says)
guess she prepared for it for very long already .
no matter what ,
she's gone now and she will stay in the whole family's heart
she will remembered by each and everyone in the family
and i promise my aunt and grandma that i will help to look after my cousins,
although they might dont like me at times
but im sure if i have patience i can do it.
promise not to be broken ya
haven't been going sch for one week already
i felt that i lag behind alot ALOT! ALOT!
got to catch up with many many subjects
i have to study hard and not let my parents down
got to buck up alot more now ..

2008-03-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

YO PPL!
donno how long since i blogged.
hahhas
alritght ,
didn't went to school for one whole week .
kind of happyy
but it make me more shag to go school today.
i drag myself out of bed andd to school
i got no mood for lessons andd all that at all.
my friend and teacher had a fight ,
quite scary eh?>.<
my head felt so pain all the way
constructions near by make it more worse
tsk tsk .
no choice.
drag myself all the way home andd finally RESSTT!!
yeah!
home sweet home

2008-03-15T12:11:00.000+08:00

wenn sentosa yesterday
actually is quite a random one
as nic only ask mi in da morninq wenn she felt da heat in da morninq
lols.
mit her at harbor front
den took train den tram to palawan beach

2008-03-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

2008-02-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
. Don't talk about your guy friends to boyfriend.
. Guys get jealous easily.
. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong andhe'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
. Guys seek for advice from girls no tother guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
. If a guy starts to talk seriously,listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he'sprobably jealous and likes you.
. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling youbecause they don't want you to disagree with them.
. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he reallylikes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

2008-02-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

im stress up
hab been kena sort lik probation fer now.
wtf?
everyday habb to reached home before 5
andd hab to let mum sign ,
wadd i gonna do at home oso nid to sign ):
she gonna call mi po to check my report again.
oh my oh my
all my badd recordd
wadd a bad "ah lian " i become .
dots
fcuked up.
don bother.
i gotta see ms teo every morninq.
she seems lik my po adi
haiishh
shag
dis few days gonna be busy i guess?
habb alot of ting to do .

i missinq him rite now ):

2008-02-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

wadd a bad valentine's day i habb ;
wenn home after school .
haiishh shaqq.
budd still ...
thanks ;

PRESENT

JANE TOH
NICOLETTE TAY
MAPLE TEO
DAVID
XIAOU
BEN
DENNIS
IVAN
ROBIN
WEILUN
KAI

MSG

XIAOKAI
JIAXING
CHEONGJUN
ZHIYI
VANNESSA
QIUYI
XIAOYING
DAVID
CHRISTOPHER
HUAT
MACUS
JONATHAN
XIAOLONG

and the valentine card KENNETHLEOW send me (:
i miss you lots boy):

2008-02-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

has nort been bloqqinq recently
as im busy wibb new year stuff
n oso my sch stuff.
yesterda wenn to chinatown n walk walk.
ishh damn sickeninq can .
everyone's pushinq aroundd
n we was lik walkinq body stickinq to body
andd leg walk lik a peguine
wtf!
wadeva.
singapore government really damn rich
they able to affordd 60 thousands fire crackers
which wasn useful
some more ishh our taxes.
can eu believe it .
it gone in jus a few mins wad da hell!
reach home adi mid nite.
played maple awhile.
after den wenn to slp fer jus awhile.
woke up get ready ,
wen to grandpa hse.
den off to collect ang bao adi.
shall nort say so muchh
nort in da mood fer blogginq now ><
tata~

2008-02-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

tirinq day i habb fer past few days.
tidy my room ,
my clothes ,
throw away alot clothes dat i donwan .
mmmy kip nagginq
as some of da clothes i onli wore ONCE!
lahlahlah.
don gibb a damn .
wasn really in gd terms ibb family dis few times.
i oso cant be bothered.
they pian xin onli
dote on boi more den girl .
no fair at all !
my bro tendd to getta buy new phone
N81 some more.
WTF!
wadeva.
ah!
new year ishh nearinq
budd i yet to get my new year clothes
n i guess i won habb time to do soo too luhhs.
gonna be beri busy dis week .
tomorro sch , after sch going out,
tues i tink same?or mayb home to slp.
weddd endd early
denn head down to sentosa to mit jane , nic , maple?
denn sakae after suntan?
thurs n fri will be busy collectinq ang bao lerhh :D
hhahahs
okkies .
i damn miss him now luhhs. ):
sob sob .

next event after chinese year ishh ... VALENTINE!
but he is inside ):

2008-01-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

today habb a tirinq day in sch.
all are two periods lesson.
durinq math lesson ,
miss wong wantedd to spot check whether anyone was usinq da fone.
budd spoiled by mrs khoo.
cos wen she about to see,
mrs khoo calledd her!
lols.
wadeva.
after sch ,
wenn to plaza sinq wibb jane.
at first we wanted to jus go n get da phone
denn headd to lonq john .
budd after eatinq ,
we wenn lookinq around
lols.
first tinq wass ..
wenn to da art shop.
wantedd to buy art paper to do sometinq fer our steadd ..
(its a secret)
lols.
denn to couple labb ,
check out da price fer da rinq.
denn walk aroundd lookinq fer other valentine present.
OhOh
n i saw da couple t shirt .
i gonna save money to buy it (:
hahahs
after all those pattern design ,
ring design ,
coloourful colourful present,
many many design of stuffs luhhs
see till mi n jane are giddy
denn cai she de hui jia!
tomorro gonna go photo shop to print photo(:
tiredd adi
gotta go
tatas ~~

2008-01-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

2008-01-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

after sch ,
slack in sch till 3 plus .
den we left fer lonq john?
slack at lonq john .
ALEXTAN called n chat wibb mi
was playin some cardss
photos shall do da talking

2008-01-20T15:49:00.000+08:00

haiishh ,
wadd on earth ishh dis man.
im shagg
arghhs.
da feelinq ishh nort good
wenn eu tok to a person budd yet da person donwanna reply eu.
):
shaqq
haishhh
nebermindd.
let fate decide.
im at home da whole day.
yesterday .
i wen to hospital .
nobody knw bout dis bahhs.
cos i secretly go da?
ha.
nebermindd.
stomach pain again.
head pain again.
arghhs
da feelinq sucks.
mayb gonna die soon?
lols.
no matter i gonna die soon or nort.
i don care.
jus tryinq to stay happyy fer now (:
yesterda ,
kenneth's fren called again.
i do miss those days wenn i get pampered by kenneth (:
lols.
i really miss those day wenn i habb fun everyday
(*of cos i didn forget all bout study)
n i really wish i could a least habb abit of wadd i wann luhhs.
):
cos i till now don get wadd i wan .sobbsobb
budd still i glad to habb wonderful steadd like kenneth.
he are great n nice.

&& ` ALEXTANZHENGAN i miss eu too (:

2008-01-18T06:27:00.000+08:00

some photos of yesterda (:
i knw abit zhi lian ; budd still ishh ME !:D

wanan see how ALEXTAN slp?
LOL.
at da bottoommm.
eu would neber see his face da!
HA!!(:

& &` don kill my if eu see yr candid pic here my dear x)

2008-01-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

im back from changi wibb ALEXTANZHENGAN!
hahhaas
nort a badd day today luhhs(:
smile more lahhs.
eu will habb better girl next time ^^v

2008-01-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

im damn bored can.
so i bloq.
or else my bloq will look DEAD.
BADBADBAD!
now i jus findin some interestinq stuff to entertain mi
ah
ohoh.
dis morninq was chattinq wibb daddy n daddy's fren ?
hahash
he are funny i swear.
tok all da stuff i don understand (:
hehehs
budd yea nice to knw him luhhs.
n daddyyy .
wennn denn we realli can mit?
T.T
hope tonite i can go t o see doctor
as i realli cannot tak the pain anymore!
ishh sucks i tell eu!
SCUKS!
arghhhs
wadd so ever.
i still tinkinq should i go sch tomorro .
as tomorro are a lonq day fer mi
COS! i gort cca.
hahahs
budd i gort maple mei accompany blehhhs
okkies i shall endd here.
tata~~

2008-01-16T08:03:00.000+08:00

okkies ,
i habb beenn nort feelinq well fer past...
few weeks?
since sch start till now.
i haben been goin sch quite often
n i tink im losinq out in many many work lerhh
im so dead man.
& miss wonq even call mi to remindd mi dat i gort tons n tons of homework to do.
shaqq man.
yesterda suppose to mit daddy `alex da.
budd hor , i call his phone 20 + times
budd he din receive!
wth?
where da fcuk did i call to i oso donno .
cham arhhs
in da endd neber lohhs.
was accompany-inq mi bro to play dota .
& he bought mi munchy donuts
hahahs
so nice of him rite.
wenn i reached home i jiu slp lerhh
n mummy called n remindd mi to tak medicines.
a good mum indeed(:

dats alot places i wanna go now lahhs.
like ;
# zoo
# bukit timah hill
# changi beach
# sentosa
# nite safari
# macritchie
# changi airport
# clarke quay
# fort canninq park
# telok blangah hill park
# mount faber park
# qian hu fish farm
# cable car
# labrador park
# sungei buloh

OH MY GODD
so many places i wanna go .

*faint.

2008-01-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

some dumb dumb photo nia =P

2007-12-03T07:53:00.000+08:00

ah!

i lack of slp lahhs

wtff.

die man

here i am sittinq infront of a com doinq nth

so WU LIAO LOHHS!

ah!wadeva ,

OhOh JUNE cigarette ;

SLIM da horr

da size of da cigarette are onli half of an normal cigarette?
it nice okkies

& & `I LURBB DIS :D

seriously it damn nice lahhs;

get to try it once da car out.

wahhaha(:

crazyy us again cam-whorinq
LAST TIME ;

i miss my hair so muchh now,
how i wishh i haben cut it away
hurhur

before we go to bowlinq alley ;
habbinq mittinq hahahs

cousin photo?LOL

2007-12-02T07:03:00.000+08:00

i gort emotionally drunk jus now buddd im okkies ;
n habb a hardd time handlinq mi cousin REBECCA TAN
as she ishh drunk! @.@
okkies wadd-so-ever.
i donn bother.
i did really drunk,
budd i wan too ;
da onli person i been tinkinq ishh onli baby,
him n onli him.
why why why
2 plus till now ,
i jus couldn get to slp again
haiishh
lurbb do make a person crazyy
budd i don mindd! >.<
lahslahs
i jus physically n emotionally gort drunk ya.
at first we actually order-ed kilkenny ;
budd cousins findd it bitter -.-
they are madd they wan it at first okkies.
nex they wann absolute
budd they chanq-ed their mindd so habb bacardi in da endd ;
rebecca gort drunk after 4-5 cups
hahas she kip pull mi to dance
she ishh madd da okkies!
hahahas
no one can handle her wenn she gort drunk!
OhOhOh, one reason she wanna get drunk
ishh because ... da guy she liked, adi habb a galfren
sadd fer her n i agree-ed to pei her drink todayy
so entertain-ed!
BABY , EU CANT SCOLD MI! I GORT REASON TO DRINK DA OOKKIESS ! =P

BACARDII!!!!

knw wadd dis?i couldn rmb ,

budd sort of fire da lahhs .

wenn i rmb denn tell yr (:

The Girl ; specially made by kionq ,fer mi LOL

drinkinq bacardi ;
actinq cute lahhs ; nort nice don see

look at mi pretty 4 yi (blue shirt) (:

*SMILE*

idk wadds dis;

jus a pic to show we all weariinq jeans skirt?no idea...

dis ishh crazy lahhs

everyone squeeze inside in a sec hahahs

eh? siao lanq lai LOL

drunk cousin ; KETHENG

another idiots ; REBECCA TAN ;
LOL
she ish drunnk!~~~
after dat headd home luhhs ;
as everyone gort drunk,
came back ,
help-ed becca n jennifer to get chanq
n i damn hungry luhhs
wenn to cook 3 packs of maggie mee to share wibb mi aunt n uncle
denn......
watch mi grandma play soduku wibb ke thenq -.-
as we cant get to slp
while da becca slp lik a piqq adi .

________________________

i knw baby gonna scoldd mi lahhs budd....
BABY ; i neber get drunk luhhs
jus dat i wan to drunk
idk why oso
bud i still lurbb eu as muchh as usual
miss eu as muchh as usual ;
my dearest baby ;kennethleow(:

2007-11-09T08:27:00.000+08:00

YEAH! HAPPYY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF
HAAHHAHAHAHS

&---thanks

MSG

DADDY ALEX first to wish mi happyy birthday
SAMANTHA TAYdarlinq wish mi on da dot at 12
XIAOKAI wish mi at 12 am too
CHEONGJUN wish mi at 12 am too
JASON wish mi at 12 am too
HAN XIANG wish mi at 12.02 am
ohhohh N N N
JANE! she called mi up at 12!hahash
RUNJIN she wishhed mi at 1.08 am
MELODY wished mi at 10 plus am
NICOLETTE

MSN
DADDY ALEX wished mi again
CHEONGJUN wish mi again too
CHUNLI
DADDY JEREMY
CHIN YI
JUN JIEdidi
DASIREEnu er
JULIUS
ZHIYANGgd
PEARLIEmeimei
HUAT
DENNIS
JASONxiaolongnu

FRIENDSTER
DADDY ALEX first again alamaks.lols.
XIAOYINGGgalgal
CHAOHAN
SAMANTHA TAYdarlinq
RANDALL TAN
CHEONGJUN
SHUYUmeimei
JANETOH!
CRESENTIAniece
DESIREEnuer

CAMEN
BRYAN
SHARLENE

PRESENT
AUNTIE
XIAOKAI
CHINYI
VANESSAsweetgal
SHIJIE
DADDY ALEX
PEARLIEmeimei
DASIREEnuer
NICOLETTEcrazygal
JANEblurprincess
SHARLENEsiaosiaogal
RUNJINcheerfulgal
STUARTniceguy

2007-05-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

i donn lik eu
cos i lurbb eu
i donn wan eu
cos i need eu
i won cry fer eu
cos i will die fer eu
i won live fer eu
but i will live wibb eu
i won do anything fer eu
cos i will do everythingq fer eu
cos eu r my life

2007-05-17T08:56:00.000+08:00

im sick of stayinq at home lerhh.
so bboredd norhhs
today i guess i finally mittinq daddy after 284632541 days?
lols.
hahahahhs
(:

2007-05-12T00:50:00.000+08:00

donn say eu lurbb mi wenn eu donn even knw mi.
donn say eu will be there fer mi wenn eu are nort.
donn say eu need mi wenn eu donn.

2007-05-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

I MHISS DEAR!
wenn ishh he cumingq out??
sobbsobb

2007-05-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

everyone's gonna hurt eu sooner or later
eu jus habb to decide whose worth da pain.

2007-04-24T17:40:00.000+08:00

baobeiis deardear`kenneth;
i hope eu knw how important are eu to mii.
im waitingq
im waitingq fer da day eu cum out.
n stay happii together
n neber leave each other.
i will kip mi promise
andd carry on my life
tats live fer eu.
eu my precious baby.
you gave mi da lurbb i needed.
i need eu baby.
i lurbb eu baby

2007-04-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

doctir gave mii two dayys MC
shoo ,
todayy didn go schh.
pei nicolette n jane go schh
nicolette wasn iin goodd moodd
i donno how to help her.
neither ishh jane cann help.
we felt useless.
haiishhh
hope da two of them cann overcum iit bahh.
denn i headed home tak some stuffs
jiu wenn to findd liangq liangq [nephew]
hahah finalli he let mi carrii.
andd he kept smile to mi.
LOL.
somethingq wongq today.
but did enjoy playingq wibb him
wenn home at 11 ?
on da way home
i tink of baobeiis dear dear.
haiishh
i donno why
budd it lik tis few days
wenn to da place tat have our memories
i mhiss him alot
i donno how budd onli wait.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
after tat i cook porridage
and cleann da livingq room.
i donno why i will do tat .
hahah
denn mum n dad came home
we jiu go eat liao.
after tat jiu use com norhh.
shoo boredd lahh
shoo ya
denn chat iin msn and do mi blog stuffs.
=)

nicolette;
hmmm we realli donno wadd to do to help eu.
but we will always face da problems wibb eu da.
im gald eu told us everythingq
n how eu feel.
STAY STRONG NICOLETTE!
if mi n kenneth cann face our problems
n hope it get over soon,
so does yr cann overcum it da.
its a challenge fer your relationship
nicolette n jonathan cann do it wann
give each other time
slowly will work out a way
donn rushh .
follow wadd yr heartts ask eu do.
gambatehh!
jiayous worx.
must smile .
takkairx lots

2007-04-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

was kinda moody.
nort realli in good moodd
shoo ya.
criedd in class.
donno fer wat reasonn.
but i knw i MHISS HIM.
so ya.
sobsobbx.
160+ more dayys.
waitingq.
im waitingq!
i will wait fer him da.
wonn change mii heart da
=)
i donno wadd i feelingq now.
confuse?love sickedd?
LOL
i donno.
heheheh
but will stay strongq fer everythingq
i hadd to overcum tis up n down
i knw i cann.
shoo isshh nicolette n jonathan
jane n struat.
heheheh
three lovely couple.
forever together.
=)

2007-04-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

baobeiis dear dear`kenneth ;
Life was all about the sake of living
Till da moment I met eu
eu are my everythingq

Darlingq I really lurbb eu
Eu knw I do
Eu are da one
Who gave mi da feelingq I habb neber hadd.

Donn ever tell mi goodbye.
Donn ever break my heart
Donn ever leave mi.

I lurbb eu

2007-04-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

陪你到尽头
终于明白思念的味道
我才发觉爱你有多深
听着你熟悉的声音
原来爱情可以如此甜蜜
也许我们该放下过去
也许我们应该在一起
望着你我却又逃避
不让眼睛说我爱上你
请你不要离开我我会留下不走
别再放开我的手直到天长地久
看你最美的笑容天亮以后永不分手
我愿陪你到尽头

2007-04-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Till We Can't Love No More

我想忘记我也想解脱
不愿让再见飘进你耳朵
纵使梦再甜一切都是错
梦醒了一切可以重新来过
今朝有酒我们今朝醉
爱情的虚伪我已觉得疲备
曾经拥有我不觉得后悔
至少你和我有过最美的快乐
无所谓你我有多少明天
懂得珍惜爱就不会太远
我在你的梦中消失之前
别让眼泪泪湿你的脸
早知道我们会如此痛苦
牵着我走到明天的末路
有了你是最美的礼物
可惜天命我永远逃不出
I never wanna let you go, till we can’t love no more

2007-04-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

I'll Be There

The night is dark, the water is calm.
That tiny little boat, carrying our love, memories, our past life.
No stars, no moon, only the foggy mist surrounded me.
Sitting here by the sea, i started to hum an old song.
From the day we met, these feelings couldn't be described nor explained.
Perhaps i 'm just the cloud. you're the wind of my heart.
The wind never stop, the wind stays.
Those that kept our heart is just illusion, is just a dream.
Life ain't that hard, everyone goes through.
Lift your hand and say goodbye.
These stories did not begin, it did not end.
Love begin and stays, feelings came from it, bringing everyone back from reality.
It's not a talent, no one can create it or destroy it.
Only us, would sacrifice and go beyond that natural power.
In your eyes, i am just a broken child who hardly speak, carrying thousand pages of story behind that sad face.
In my eyes, you're energetic, smart, no escape from anger, something burning deep inside. Souless, lonelines.
what am i?
what is life?
who can observe?
who can tell?
Only the broken part that you left bring back the memories when the full moon shines.
It did not begin, it did not end.
How am i supposed to know.
The only ending is depress, this is life, made of a million tears that we shed.
That happiness of a new beginning, we met.
That moment of a million years slipping through our eyes and put laughter in our face again. Temptation, sacrifice, these innocent scenes contributed to a miserable script of a fairy tale in everyone's life.It's disappointing, like a trip someone invited you and they didn't show up.
You're excited, you screamed like an innocent child.
Packing all the stuff you have as you thought this is long....far.....You're so prepared to travel this journey.
You waited, you worried.
You gave them time, you gave yourself foolish excuse that something must have happened to them that they didn't turn up.
In the end, it did not happen.
The seeds is there, growing slowly in our heart.
How pathetic.
Seeing these shooting stars flying through our sky.
The moon will heal the broken heart.
We recovered, we face it, we take it, we let it go.
Far away, I woke up and realise i am in your arms again.
Holding a single drop of your tears, the furthest you is my nearest love.
Love is a burden, i take it with no regrets.
A thousand years later, a million miles away, is just another world.
I see you on the flip side, watch you smile when you're awake from your dreams.
That eyes of devil and angel, its still you.
Perhaps that's the magic of heaven that put us back together again.
We're young, acting numb.
Nothing bothers, nothing matters.
Then, the rain wet your face and the thunder blast my ears.
I grabbed your hand sheltered in a tiny little hut.
We opened our eyes, everything vanished.
They were once infront of our eyes, they were there.
Do you know it?
No, i don't think you know it.
It's getting cold, the fog goes around and never disappear.
I tried to grab it and blow it to your ears.
When it reaches you, it shall play that forgotten song.
Baby, will you still remember that melody?
Life is our movie, we write our own script.
Others may appear attractive, they're the blockbuster, they gain applause.
But you, you never appeared, no one remembered you.
You're like the butterfly, dancing in the rain and disappeared.
Smile, because i couldn't find any reasons that you shouldn't.
Let us lie down on that boat again, let it take us to where we don't even know.
That happiness will bring us to that spot which belong to us.
Did you hear that?
That's the compliment about us.
I am so happy that i picked up the white rose and start counting the petals.
One two three and four.
I threw it all to the sky,watch them fall into the water and float away.
Heaven and earth, only love can break our heart, reunited is a gift, forgiveness.
Today is our miracle, holding the left paddle while you hold the right, we row to another side of nowhere.
Till we reaches there, we'll be there. I'll be there.