.Friday, 20 June 2008 '
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every night is a interesting night
different shows is up ! :D
i experience alot stupid stupid stuffs luhhs
and did nothing in the day light except for sleeping
thats it .
heehees
had ice cream mid night too (:
hardly we can have it
because singapore shop close damn early :X
thats why
nothing special though
Labels: are always the best, trip to malaysia
23:55 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Monday, 16 June 2008 '
Y
i reached malaysia already
not that bad luhhs
ate my favourite kuey teow ting this morning (:
hahahhas
^^
Labels: love and misses is what i have
09:49 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Thursday, 12 June 2008 '
Y
okkies ,
my dad call POSB bank as a post office .
i dotn know why
hahah
i was blur in the afternoon when i wake up
he told me to go to post office to post cheque
i was like huh?!
post office post cheque?
diao
my mum says he want to send back to home then transfer to the bank!
LOL
was laughing like mad luhhs
(:
14:47 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Tuesday, 10 June 2008 '
Y
its a great day staying at home with only mum at me!:D
hahahs
mum was trying to ask me to teach her thai and jap
we two was joking around with the pronunciation
she was laughing like hell
LOL
i like and enjoy this kind of days ,
without father and brother kpkb ,
no shouting and screaming
wwwwwooooowwwwww
nice day ever (:
i love this kind of day and will like to stay at home ^^
mum ask me to go learn korean -.-
worse thing ever , cause i dont want
nevermind
if she really want me to learn , i learn from KENNETHLEOW!
hahahahas
okkies , great day today
hope tomorrow will be the same
because father gonna be at home
as he not meeting his friends for this few weeks
wth .
22:55 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
. '
Y
at night ,
was chatting on msn
saw a contact she doesnt know
so started with "who are you?"
and the conversation just carried on till she going out
"msg me , im going out"
and here it goes ,
msg and msg and msg
soon ! they meet up ,
in a weird way ><
and then he ask for stead
everything turn out just like predicted.
the first day in camp ,
she think through about it
and then , her friend made a call without her notice
soon she know , they are together!
26 january 2007 12 am
indeep ,
like ppl say when you are in love for the first few weeks
it will be sweet VERY SWEET
till 9 april ,
nightmare comes):
last day she seeing him
dont know when she then can get to see him again
she got no choice but to carry on with her life
till the day......
she receive a msg say he's out
she become damn hyper!
but still , they didnt .
its all predicted actually , no one to blame
till now she accept the fact that it meant this way
its sure do them good , maybe .
14:25 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
. '
Y
was away for few days ,
the trip was bad ? and good?
the first day i was okkies luhhs
but the next day was sucks
i woke up in the middle of night to vomit
and morning vomit again
wth luhhs
i hate the feeling of vomit lahhs ><
i miss you
i miss your hugs and kisses
i miss the sight of you
i miss your scolding
i miss the way you care for me
):
i craving for you now so much T.T
11:14 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Wednesday, 4 June 2008 '
Y
wasnt feeling well
fever gone up from 37.8 to 39.4 degree
haiishh
damn headache and xin ku lerhh
torturing man ):
i damn miss him now luhhs
sobsob
i also cant do anything
haiishh
23:28 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Monday, 2 June 2008 '
Y
I love him as who he is.. from the very moment I saw him.
I love him cos he makes me fall so deep in love with him.
I love him cos he calls me names that no other would call.
I love him as he likes to make stupid and funny faces in front of me.
I love him cos he wants to bring me back to his house.
I love him cos he cares for me.
I love him the way he kiss my forehead.
I love the way he adore and pamper me like nobody else.
I love him as who he is.
I love his good and bad..
his everything..
21:37 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Sunday, 1 June 2008 '
Y
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.
I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.
I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off.
It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.
Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love,
Your Baby Girl
22:16 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (: