.Sunday, 27 April 2008 '
Y
life is sucks this few days
i finally said out all those thing i should say
make me feel better.
i take a risk ,
i know i might lose in this bet but no choice
i cant hide it
and i decided to say it out.
im so depress now
die or MIA?
die or MIA?
what should i do?
i cried the whole night but my mind still in a blank
i cant tolerate myself now
i just want to end all the hurts
i hate myself alot now
and i now only can walk one step count one step
haiishh
15:50 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Friday, 25 April 2008 '
Y
today,
school as per normal
boring as like usual bloody hell
being scolded by mrs chow
as most of the students didnt do their homework and attandances are bad!
10 absentees lehhs!
hit the school most absentees class
encourage eh?
hahahs
did my POA revisions,
two chapter okkies!
im proud of myself lahhs(:
woohhooos
after that down to khatib and back home.
im tired like hell lahs
some more mum didnt cook
omg
shall be on diet today
LOL
still thinking should i go clubbing today
as im tired but my friends ask me along
shall see my mood later
off to watch tv (:
Labels: i love myself
20:33 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Thursday, 24 April 2008 '
Y
today english paper 1 is..
BAD!
i so so gonna be dead already
was not feeling very well
no appetite also haiish
second paper was okkies
i at least understand what the passage is talking about.
as im not feeling well,
i head home after school and here i am blogginq
im tired
want to go and rest but im hungry too ><
still thinking should i go clubbing tomorrow and sat?
or should i ton tomorrow and sat?
alamaks*roll eyes
shall decide tomorrow
tomorrow finally is friday
i waiting for this day very long
no exam no stress no nothing
wahahas
but still need to mug for my exam
wth?
im stressed up like siao sia
arghhs
Labels: exam sucks
14:25 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Wednesday, 23 April 2008 '
Y
when to amk hq around 3 plus?
take down testimonial
mum says they suspect my aunt's ex husband murdered her
><
lols
cant be actually lahhs
after that head home and rest
at night,
went down mac to have a hot fudge!
cause i craving for it
and my fever is making my body warm like hell
so ice cream can at least make my body not that "hot".
after that i did my math
few question and my head start to pain luhhs
no choice
got to stop using my brain
so sat there and chit chatting with my youngest cousin
suddenly we talk about my aunt's death.
(idontknowwhatmakeustalkaboutit)
really cant imagine how she hang herself when she's tall
how she got the courage to do so
alot of question marks in this case
still ,
i got the image of her with her eyes and mouth wide open
kind of scary ya
but no choice ,life stil got to go on
so...
everyone must treasure your love ones okkies!
when they gone is really gone
cant come back anymore ):
Labels: CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE
22:13 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
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you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
. '
Y
just came back from my chinese exam.
having high fever now
wth right?
what a good day for me
head spin , cramp...
what-so-ever
oh my oh my
tsktsk
exam gonna be a bad one i think?
got a lots of words i dont know
and i cant think well *toopid fever
shit man
everything is not right today
i got to study lahhs!!!
tomorrow english paper `faint
i cant concentrate now
sick can get people into trouble
haiish
off to tidy my room
tatas
Labels: fever sucks
13:51 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Tuesday, 22 April 2008 '
Y
today is a bad day
had my menses today
why ?
why today?
its sucks can.
as i will be having my o level chinese prelim tomorrow
omfg lahhs
gotta mug for my studys already ):
sad
i think i dont have time for my mid year exam anymore.
got to study and study after june holiday already
now,
relax more just for awhile
have to buck up (:
Labels: study are the piority
21:21 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Monday, 21 April 2008 '
Y
it really been hard for girlfriends,
there are many up and down for them to overcome
and exams is nearing
they couldn't afford to get distracted at this point of time.
just hope that they are fine luhhs
anything the girlfriends will be there alright!!!!!:D
must find us okkkiieeessss^^
i love my girlfriends
Labels: girlfriends are loved
23:29 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
. '
Y
today ,
i tried to get up to go for lesson
but i cant
just dont have the motivation to do so
so i told my cousin
i will sleep awhile more than go for school
so she also continus sleeping -.-
hahaaas
left house at around 12 plus?
meet kai and slack around luhhs
and left for serangoon at around 4 plus
kind of busy with aunt's stuff
lawyers , HDB people, minister
alot though , countless
so ya.
just came back not long only
tired day i have.
gotta go
off to study
tomorrow have school to attend!(:
andd andd ` you are missed by me x3
Labels: good night my dear
23:09 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Sunday, 20 April 2008 '
Y
when to meet my friend andd pass him things
after that ...
when shopping for grocery with mum just now ,
she bought alot things kies.
cant stand her -.-
got to carry so much things back
so fucking heavy lahhs
and waiting for my lunch ,
which is bread only
alamaks
so pathetic right
no choice .
Labels: off i go for lunch
14:44 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
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you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
. '
Y
yesterday after making my ez link ,
when to watch the hottie and the nottiie luhhs
was quite nice yea(:
after that went to toapayoh eat long john
andd head home
finally she get to meet him ,
finally she get to see him ,
but still ,
one week once
how is she going to hold on ?
she really want to kill herself
hahhas
okkies lahhs
happy day ever .
^^
Labels: she will be waiting for you at there
14:29 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Saturday, 19 April 2008 '
Y
was busy recently
got to accompany my mum
to settle some of my aunt stuffs
and her own.
she got to run here and there
through and fro
ah
but it okkies
her sister
she got the responsible (:
all my 3 cousins going to stay with us ,permanant?
yea.
my house now more noisy and people!
hahahs
yups yups
going to make my ez link now
buhbye people x3
Labels: family is important
13:30 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Thursday, 17 April 2008 '
Y
went home halfway yesterday .
wasnt feeling well
and my wrist keep hurt ):
badd stuff.
receive kenneth's msg
kinda shock
because it wednesday
how the hell will he be out from boy's home?
but he said he went to make his ic so ya...
today scoll are sucks!
i got a notice saying i absent from school for how long.
wth?!?!?
ah whatever.
what are best friend means?
the longest we knw each other the more we like each other?
how to determine which is your best friend?
they just simply backstabbing each other
and thats call friends?
i got no idea
but seriously when you know your friend being backstab
and yet you cant change her mind of thoughts of that people,
you are equally means nothing.
will friends quarrel often?
and disagree with one another?
i doubt so.
i seen alot true friendship, they last.
but how to make your friendship last?
we got to trust one another right?
not dont like each other attitude.
i admit sometimes i dont trust one of my friend
because what my friend do only bullshitting
my friend only want to compare himself/herself with his/her own friend
why?
if your are best friend , they dont need to be compared!
in that clique they should be equally asn't it?
friends are important
but once you ruin it yourself,
dont blame your friends for ignoring you
because it plays a big part in their life
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!! x3Labels: girlfriends forever
14:06 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Tuesday, 15 April 2008 '
Y
HA!
im damn ahppy now
i gotten my phone
wooohooooo
can you imagine all the girls(cousins) that stay in my room..
using the.......
SAME COLOUR,
SAME DESIGN,
SAME MODEL PHONE???!??!?!?!
hahas
except for my brother ,
his using th same phone but different colour *black
hahhas
we all like that phone much much(:
okkies , im damn tired
when serangoon just now to take some important document back
when to the coffee shop downstair there to have dinner
while waiting for uncle tian
after that he drive us back home then
home sweet home ^^
Labels: N77 are loved
00:15 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Monday, 14 April 2008 '
Y
i have been waiting for my phone for VEEERRRRYYYY LOOONNNNGGG already!
till now ,
uncle tian still havent come back with my phone.
he even drive my mum out!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I WANNNTTT MY PPHHONNNEEEEE!!!!!!!
okkies , i becoming mad soon
cant wait for my phone to arrive
i waited from this morning till now
but yet to reach ><
im tired but yet i cant sleep
i just want to have a look at my new phone first
aaarrrgghhs
my mind are off
brain are not functioning anymore
eyes are half closing already
BUT,
i still want to wait -.-
ha!
off i wait ,
meanwhile talking to eugene a.k.a or bin =.=
01:22 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Sunday, 13 April 2008 '
Y
HA first thing in the morning when you can hear your mum's voice is the best thing ever
my mum was oversea for pass few days ,
due to bringing my aunt's ashes back to malaysia
so she wasn't around for few days.
yesterday she even called me ask whether want to buy phone
i was so delighted
because this the first phone she buying for me,
last time i buy myself want okkies!
yea, ltr shall ask her for the phone *kekeks.
i will be going over to aunt's house later
of course im scare
but no choice we have to keep her photo before 12!
ah, abit the rush but nevermind
there's this tranport call 'CAB'.
nobody can imagine how scary is my aunt's house
even the adult are scared!
what the hell with it?
arghhs that thing is ignoring
i cant be bothered with it .... * roll eyes
Labels: MUM I LOVE YOU x3
09:28 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (:
.Saturday, 12 April 2008 '
Y
recently wasnt in the good mood ,
as my aunt had passed away.
dont ask me the reason it kind of personal
the moment when she passed away ,
everyone felt so sad
the look on my mum 's , grandma's , aunt's face ..
jus one word..unexpressable
she pay a too high price for it
(thats what my grandma says)
guess she prepared for it for very long already .
no matter what ,
she's gone now and she will stay in the whole family's heart
she will remembered by each and everyone in the family
and i promise my aunt and grandma that i will help to look after my cousins,
although they might dont like me at times
but im sure if i have patience i can do it.
promise not to be broken ya
haven't been going sch for one week already
i felt that i lag behind alot ALOT! ALOT!
got to catch up with many many subjects
i have to study hard and not let my parents down
got to buck up alot more now ..
Labels: i miss you just like before
17:41 ; dat gal ; th lil princess `ваbчninqq
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
you `my love
wait me 5 years , and i will be yours (: