Labels: 45 days left

Labels: 45 days left

i miss the sight of you
i miss the huggs from you
i miss the love showered from you
i miss the "I LOVE YOU" you been saying it (:

when PS yesterday.
waited for steph to come and get our contact len
and then for our dinner luhhs
had delifrance again at taka
as im craving for the soup and only can have soup ><
hehehes
soon got to go luhh
he rushing off for concert ):
around 2 plus , klwx tabao mac up to my house (:
thanks alot baby!:D
after which we left and went town park walk walk luhh
and off back home change and take my stuff
and took 88 all the way to pasir ris ,laugh
slept all the way
reached pasir ris , went over to his grandparent hse
then to ps , watched hancock
nice movie luckily didnt fall aslp
HAHAHAS
after that was thinking where to go
and just nice bryan msg (:
when to kfc find them
*thanks for the milo ya (:
and off back home
and he got to go back boyshome already ):
today just stay at home at rot ,doing nothing
ltr gonna go and fetch klwx back boyshome (:

Labels: i miss you every single second

seriously wasnt feeling better AT ALL!
drag myself all the way to sch there to meet nic jane and maple
and cab down to ngee ann poly
got lost -.-
nic is super! hahahhas (:
klwx came and fetch me from sch
and then head to amk to pack some sushi for bro
then bus-ed to tpy to eat then head home(:
im having bad headache and couldnt breath easily
wth ):

didnt go to school today as i have MC
ha!
but wasnt feeling well thogh
the pain and flu is killing me !
and i feeling giddy and all like wth lahhs
i cried!):
i miss you DAMN LOTS now
i wish you will take care of me and hug me tightly
but i know is impossible lahhs
tomorrow is friday already
but i guess i wont want you come fetch me luhhs
soi will go home myself
now stay at home and rot only
got the feeling of dying already
WTF

Labels: i need your concern and love

i got the feeling of her liking you
i got the feeling she fall for you
i got the feeling that your two should be together

had a arguement again
like what the hell
was waiting for my turn for oral
i cried ,
my tears just cant stop flowing
everyone was like asking why my eyes so red
i just said my eyes swallon
hmmms
true , you and her are more like couple then me and you .
maybe just like what she says
i find you irritating and want freedom .
did you even think of me?
haiiishh
maybe true ya .
you smoke i know but i kept quiet
what am i suppose to say ?
in the end you scold me because of what she says.
i know , im bad and whatsoever
but please get the fact right luhhs
i found out myself you smoke already very heart pain lerh
and then you add on .....


i already try my best to give you what you want
you want smoke and drink that day i let you already
and now ,
even i know i didnt say a thing
but you come find fault with me
haiishh
i know , is my fault luhhs
i rather give up on this relationship then get scolded from you
from the start ,
whats in my heart i eventually will tell you automatically
just that you dont notice bahhs
although i keep saying dont want
but in the end i did
why you say till i will only tell stranger?
maybe the opposite way bahhs?
it seems like you telling her more things then i tell her
and i wont tell other people about my things derh norhhs
haiishh
from now on , you do what you like
what you want me do i just do for you
i take one step count one step already
i give up
you can find a better gf but just to tell you
what i do ,
everything are for you !
):

Labels: it wont last long ; never

i starting to get influence by kennethleow to love bike MORE
wth!
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i dont want i want my porche sehs :X

went over to serangoon to tidy up the house ,
as it gonna rent to three prostitute
wth!
they make the room like wtf sia
damn tiring luhhs
went home at around 1 plus 2
straight went to bed and early in the morning that fcuking construction woke me up
-.-
had mac breakfast :D
and here i am typing
diao

had big breakfast early in the morning at amk!
hahhas
met steph and head to ZOOO!!! (:
shall no elaborate luhh
photo do the talking ,
but some still with klwx
so got to wait ^^




after that head to PS couple lab
wanted to eat food court
but in the end ,
we had SAKAE SUSHI!:D
hahahas
as he's craving for it .
had our dinner already ,
head home

Labels: i love you

youth day today
did nth much ,
had dance things and some skipping thingy
tiring day luhhs
after school ,
rushed to meet stephanie as she ALREADY waiting for me at braddell mrt station
so i asked my bro to help me bring back my stuffs :D
met her , train down to bugis
got my stuffs already and train to jurong east meet that KENNETHLEOW!
i miss him tons ya (:
and we head to yishun for our moviiieee ^^ THE STRANGERS .
i doesnt like the last part at all -.-
after that pei steph wait bus and we train home (:

boring ,
what a day to passs
couldnt get to msg longer and i was damn tired ):
hurhur
i already planning for my birthday .wth right
but i got to start saving money now
thats why .tsktsk

Labels: i miss you to the max

every night is a interesting night
different shows is up ! :D
i experience alot stupid stupid stuffs luhhs
and did nothing in the day light except for sleeping
thats it .
heehees
had ice cream mid night too (:
hardly we can have it
because singapore shop close damn early :X
thats why
nothing special though

Labels: are always the best, trip to malaysia

i reached malaysia already
not that bad luhhs
ate my favourite kuey teow ting this morning (:
hahahhas
^^

Labels: love and misses is what i have

okkies ,
my dad call POSB bank as a post office .
i dotn know why
hahah
i was blur in the afternoon when i wake up
he told me to go to post office to post cheque
i was like huh?!
post office post cheque?
diao
my mum says he want to send back to home then transfer to the bank!
LOL
was laughing like mad luhhs
(:

its a great day staying at home with only mum at me!:D
hahahs
mum was trying to ask me to teach her thai and jap
we two was joking around with the pronunciation
she was laughing like hell
LOL
i like and enjoy this kind of days ,
without father and brother kpkb ,
no shouting and screaming
wwwwwooooowwwwww
nice day ever (:
i love this kind of day and will like to stay at home ^^
mum ask me to go learn korean -.-
worse thing ever , cause i dont want
nevermind
if she really want me to learn , i learn from KENNETHLEOW!
hahahahas
okkies , great day today
hope tomorrow will be the same
because father gonna be at home
as he not meeting his friends for this few weeks
wth .

at night ,
was chatting on msn
saw a contact she doesnt know
so started with "who are you?"
and the conversation just carried on till she going out
"msg me , im going out"
and here it goes ,
msg and msg and msg
soon ! they meet up ,
in a weird way ><
and then he ask for stead
everything turn out just like predicted.
the first day in camp ,
she think through about it
and then , her friend made a call without her notice
soon she know , they are together!
26 january 2007 12 am
indeep ,
like ppl say when you are in love for the first few weeks
it will be sweet VERY SWEET
till 9 april ,
nightmare comes):
last day she seeing him
dont know when she then can get to see him again
she got no choice but to carry on with her life
till the day......
she receive a msg say he's out
she become damn hyper!
but still , they didnt .
its all predicted actually , no one to blame
till now she accept the fact that it meant this way
its sure do them good , maybe .

was away for few days ,
the trip was bad ? and good?
the first day i was okkies luhhs
but the next day was sucks
i woke up in the middle of night to vomit
and morning vomit again
wth luhhs
i hate the feeling of vomit lahhs ><

i miss you
i miss your hugs and kisses
i miss the sight of you
i miss your scolding
i miss the way you care for me
):

i craving for you now so much T.T

wasnt feeling well
fever gone up from 37.8 to 39.4 degree
haiishh
damn headache and xin ku lerhh
torturing man ):
i damn miss him now luhhs
sobsob
i also cant do anything
haiishh

Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.

I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,
Your Baby Girl

i dont derserve what you are giving me (:

okkies , got a small conflict .
but no fight or quarreling -.-
i hate myself luhhs for all those nonsenses
i shouldnt make you unhappy or torture you whatever
i dont know why i know you will feel pain but still want to bite you ):
its damn suffering to be sad and saying you and asking you to leave luhhs
i really hate myself damn much now wth.
arrgghhhhh
but still , i love you lots kkies(:
thanks for standing all those rubbish i ....you know you know? =p
lahlahlah

Labels: you are my love x3 (:

28APRIL2007
you watch them fall in love you watch them fall out of love you hear them cry and they don't know how it tears you up inside you watch them flirt you hear them laugh and you wonder if this phase'll last


you make me love you so much sometimes
i don't know what to do
i don't know how to feel
or what to say
and i hate it when i feel this way.
i'm lost baby,i'm so tired and so lost
i'm missing you, but i'm pretty alone

i love you,i love you more than you can ever imagine and i always willi do stuff sometimes,all in the name of venting or destressing,stuff that might hurt you and make you think that you don't matter at all to mestuff that might make you feel this relationship doesn't mean anything but it's not true,really it's not.leave,if you'll be happier but still,i'll keep on loving you

"i love you" i said my heart ached, my chest heaved everything inside felt so painful i felt,i could literally, feel my heart tear itself.over and over again with each move i made or even each word i managed to say,it seemed my heart gave a deeper ripOh God, it was so painfuli felt those familiar warm tears prick the corner of my eye and slide down my cheek,onto my pillow i placed my hand over my heart.stabbing my heart with a knife and twisting it would be so much less painful than this i cannot describe such pain to you it is more than the tearing of paper,oh it is far more it is like, in a small way,the ripping of cloth Difficult, as the threads hold on to each other and more painful with each hard tugit is like the tearing of a piece of meat slow,deliberate, painful the pain leaves you choking,suddenly you can't breathe, you don't want to.it's so painful, but yet you have tooh yes, the brutal ripping the dark bruising the horrible deep aching which is felt deep within and not seenThe breaking of my heart

there's a someone i like there's a someone i love there's a someone i think about,and keep dreaming of there's a someone who smiles,and makes bad things go away there's a someone who laughs and makes everything okay there's a someone i want and i do hope he wants me too there's a someone i love and that someone is you there's a someone who's there whenever i'm alone there's a someone who knows i need him without needing to be told there's a someone i missa someone dear to me there's a someone i need and i don't want him to leave there's a someone who's here,right here in my heart there's a someone from whom i never want to be apart

just a few photo of a SLUT? ><

today ,
our school having a carnival
quite alot people turn up actually
but is damn boring for some of us


after carnival ; CANDY EMPIRE! (:
hahahas
all those are bought by KENNETHLEOWWEIXIANG!(:
total 40 plus dollar i think
ha ! IM HAPPPPYYYYY :D

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# money
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# quit drinking
# him to quit smoking
# him to quit drinking
# genting trip with him:D
# celebrates my birthday with him!(:
# meet him for the whole day
# meet him for two days
# meet him for three days
# meet him for four days
# couple outing with girlfriends
# tanning with girlfriends
# go clubbinq wibb him
# go clubbinq wibb galx (:
# no more stress

:) buy choc together
:) buy more choco! together (:
:) pamper her the most
:) treat her the best
:) make the grandest birthdae party for her
:) make her the most happiest girl ever
:) to be by her side wen he discharge
:) love her whole heartedly
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[09/02] Pokey `DXO
[11/02] Account test
[14/02] Valentine's day
[15/02] Selfawareness camp
[19/02] Math test
[20/02] Kai court reviewPOSTPONED
[21/02] science physic testPOSTPONED
[25/02] zhiyi's birthday
[27/02] account test
[28/02] Kai court review
[29/02] math retest
[01/03] 24 hrs FASTING camp
[01/03] czaras performance
[01/03] kenneth's timeleave
[07/03] arts alive camp
[08/03] kenneth's timeleave
[08/03] arts alive camp
[08/03] noon tide `th arena
[08/03] Ivan's birthday
[10/03] superteen camp
[11/03] superteen camp
[11/03] ROMPIII's grand stage` Zouk
[12/03] superteen camp
[15/03] kenneth's timeleaveDIDNCOMEOUT
[16/03] Jun jie's birthday
[22/03] kenneth's homeleave
[22/03] easter day `city harvest
[29/03] kenneth's homeleave
[03/04] kenneth's birthday
[03/04] dada's birthday
[04/04] aunt's death day
[05/04] kenneth's homeleave
[12/04] kenneth's homeleaveDIDNCOMEOUT
[12/04] PFT 2.4 km run
[14/04] get my N77!
[15/04] jennifer's birthday
[17/04] fyianne's birthday
[18/04] band concert`CJC
[19/04] kenneth's homeleave
[24/04] xianglong's birthday
[24/04] huat's birthday
[25/04] kenneth's homeleave
[25/04] pure hard dance`poparazzy
[26/04] paramour2`rouge
[26/04] RUSH` 78/79 Boatquay
[27/04] RUSH` 78/79 Boatquay
[29/04] bryern's birthday
[01/05] kenneth's homeleave
[02/05] han xiang's birthday
[03/05] RUSH` 78/79 Boatquay
[04/05] boon wee kor's birthday
[09/05] kenneth's homeleave
[16/05] kenneth's homeleave
[16/05] CHIJ FIESTA! (:
[16/05] paramour2`rouge
[20/05] malaysia
[23/05] kenneth's homeleave
[27/05] vaunt3`mos
[03/06] thailandPOSTPONE
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[14/06] malaysia
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[17/06] finalshowdown`zouk
[05/07] ZOO
[12/07] bryan's gf birthday
[17/07] ah wee court sentence
[19/07] stephanie's birthday
[21/07] sub court
[08/08] nationalday dance
[08/08] court sentence
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